June 25

Hi,
Today I found out harvest should start next week and I am freaking....lol I am NOT ready for it...Well I am pretty caught up... I pretty sure I will be done by time it gets here, but it just the unknown stuff...lol
I know when it starts, i will start living at the elevator ,when i am not working at the grocery store or doing my other jobs,wife,mother,caretaker,ect........I am soooo looking forward to it, NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....
Oh well what will happen will happen.... Doesn't do any good to stress out about it....lol Thanks for listening..... Sue

For Lora....

1.Wondering if my dog will be ok this morning or will we go through another bought of seizures.
2. Hoping I don't have to cover for Austin at work tonight.
3.I need to get a few more BBQ recipe cards done.
4. Will I be able to get all this laundry done before i leave for work.
5. Remember to put out a roast for supper Saturday.
6. Practice for confirmation Sunday
7. wednesday night choir practice
8.hope this ribbon gets done soon and i can get to Stockton
9. This book is never gonna get done.
10.I need to get into the shower....:)

June 17th

I meant to write this yesterday but I found I couldn't...I was in a pretty "sad" mood...
Yesterday I had to do something I really didn't want to do.....I had to tell someone who means A LOT to me that I just couldn't do something at this time... I came to the conclusion that I just can't do it ALL , though at times I try....lol
I just made a to-do list of all the things I am up to doing in the next month...And I found out it is a lot....lol I am trying like crazy to get all my July stuff done right now before wheat harvest begins.....
I just hope a couple important people ( Denise and Lora) understand why I had to make that choice and will think of me again in the coming months that aren't so busy.....:) On my list, I really want to get smaller.... I plan on deleting items I get done....lol
Here is my ATC...
And here is my flower card...Neither are done till in mail....